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Name: Cherie
Birthday: 10/2/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: Music, film & art appreciation, singing, fashion, retro & vintage stuffs, chilling out, being a couch potato, indulgin in yummy food, blogging, photo-editin, reminiscing, netball, volleyball, pool . . .
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MSN: cherie_blue@hotmail.com
Member Since:
7/9/2006
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| Is it normal to feel lonely when you have a bf, friends and family?
But what if your bf have no time for you, doesn't put u in his 1st priority?
Your closest friends are either attached or busy with school?
And, your family is around but like there is no different fr not being around.
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| Outfit of the Day tt I've wore for my shopping spree today. 
top: Amber Avenue, skorts: TSW, watch: solvil titus. ring: Diva
The lil black dress tt i've bought fr H&M.  
Bought the olive green top dere too but din get da blue/white polka dots shorts. think it's not worth it cuz it's da same price as da lil black dress. i really like da combi w da top though.  Gt some pretty & cheap accesories too! Also, to my unexpectation, gt a super thrifted Rip Curl tank top @ only $8 when original price is $42 at Heeren! So glad & satisfied w my buys!   | | |
| My life is in a mess now; beautiful or ugly mess, u decide.
Decided to use this outlet to pen down my thoughts cuz i realised that i dun have a proper place I can express myself and think I'll not be judged here or affect anybody's feelings here (considering the fact that there shouldn't have anyone still coming here to read my stale blog).
I need to take some time off by myself and re-align my life to the normal order n self. It has been a crazy year for me so far esp recently...though it's not something on the surface but emotionally. It is literally an emotional rollercoaster; i can be v happy at one moment and breakdown another moment. I realised that I've been losing control of my emotions quite frequently and have been wearing my heart on the sleeves publicly which are the things that the usual old me wouldn't do. Also, I've been trying very hard to pass through the motions of life each day, striking a balance between friendship and relationship while believing that everything is gonna be alright and my life will turn out to be better. I even hold on tightly to the people and things that I've been cherishing.
However, recently, my bf and i have hit the bottom rock of our relationship and many times, I have been thinking of giving up but was scared that I will regret it after. I know there will bound to have ups and downs in a relationship but our argument have become more frequent n serious to a point that I'm really sick and tired of carrying on.
I've been thinking what are the causes and reasons of these and I guess one of the reasons is probably because we are working in the same department and have been seeing each other almost everyday. Hence, I have suggested that we separated or not meet one another as bf/gf for a week to think things through (since he'll be gg for reservice anyway so we'll not meet at work too).
Really hope I can take take these time to think it through carefully and work on a pressie for him for our 1st anniversary...pray that everything will work out fine and if there is anyone reading this now (miraculously), please keep me in prayer ya! Thanks a million!
"Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I’m going back to the start..."
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